the white lie

I found a strand of white hair and freaked out. Getting older is aging me.
Updates:
Stopped thinking about what to do with the next few years of my life, seeing as it is just causing me unproductive stress. In between American literature (the Transcendentalists) and my Intro to Buddhism classes, I have determinedly altered my perspective on my future. In the last few weeks, I have received unrequested advice from unexpected places which I can only earnestly accept. So, an optional plan I've recently added to the myriad of so-called options (mostly unrealistic, unless I feel absolutely determined) seems to be to live as a nun in a monastery (preferably one in Belgium where I can learn the fine craft of brewing). For the immediate summer, Plan A would be to live in Charlotte at Sara's parent's retirement home that was made to party and work on Biobotz/portfolio. Plan B - I found this "clothing optional" beach near my home in NJ which has this amazing view of the NYC skyline, grow my hair as long as Alanis and spend my summer crossing books off my list and basking in the sun wearing nothing but SPF 90.


Meanwhile, technology decided to hate me in the last two weeks. My computer decided it doesn't want to accept any form of internet be it wireless or ethernet, so I traded it in for a loaner which is old and stupid. My phone was dampened with cranberry juice, which I always think I like but in actually really detest. My ipod is reverting back to a black and white graphics of older versions, which could be a sign of its near death. Also I locked my keys in my car the other night and had to wait a whole hour before getting drunk so I could find and deal with the locksmith.


That's about it, nothing too exciting to share. Saw some snow covered bikes and almost broke down crying. Plan X which would be the least probable but at the top of the list would be to get adopted by mom and live my life in wonderful Copenahgen where people aren't causing the destruction of the earth (Day After Tomorrow was on tv tonight, I watched it for a good 10 minutes). This weather is amplifies the fact that school is horribly depressing. Did you know it snowed in 48/50 states last week?
Just more proof that EWA is upset.